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Happy Hermit and Such
I want to live the life of a hermit
And live in beauty and bliss
Pure will be my mind, and at least I will
Appreciate my thoughts because I will be with them
All the time and I'd at least better like them
And no one will touch me
Or grab at me or want me for the wrong reasons
And no one will beg at me or chatter
Moons will come, water will bring peace
I will think of the ones I love and write them letters
And examine my love, and know it is a kind so pure
That it will stretch across the land and sea
Every time you say "I'll miss your touch"
I'll miss yours too, but not as much as I'll miss the fašade
Of knowledge that you used to appreciate my mind,
My soul, where did that appreciation go?
I want to be more than a teenager,
Ageless in beauty, grace, and wisdom
I want to see more than lust written across your face
I've mistaken lovers for friends for a while now
I'm not sorry I trusted, sorry it wasn't enough
I'm glad for the euphoric moments, the treasures and glimmers
Of goodness and
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Free Love
So, I believe in free love.
Who can tie it down?
People try to beat it down, but that wasn't love to
begin with.
Love is patient, kind, and not jealous, and everything
in 1 Cor. 13.
It is on these principles that I stand resolved:
I am a free lover.
This includes, but is not limited to:
1. I may be in a relationship with you, but that
doesn't mean that I'm completely committed.
2. When and if I do decide to get married, that is a
different ballgame, so these words are then not
applicable.
3. If the good times roll, and I'm in a relationship
with you, the good times just roll.
4. If I am in a relationship with you, I don't
need/want to own or possess you, therefore, just don't
do anything hurtfully or maliciously.  Be honest about
your actions, and we shouldn't have problems with
them.
5. Don't expect me to be your everything or give you
everything or let you experience everything. Time is
needed to grow, and there are always secrets I will
keep from you.
6. There were others
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Strive to Survive
I want to be gracious, I need to be kind
We are not the same kind anymore
Where did all the flowers go?
He brought me violets, I'd rather have what no
flowers guarantee.
I'll never understand, and I don't say that to
whine,
but to clarify.
I will never have lived in your shoes, had your
heart.
But I try, I love you.
My God is not your God, though He could be.  
You speak of hills and souls,
Oh to transcend to your heart,
and understand your ways is my goal
But not everything is possible for me
Though I love, I do not always understand
The rape of thoughts
the burn of razors on my skin
These things have fled me, and I do not particularly
want them back.
Though I keep trying to understand, I am beginning to
realize that you are a maze,
Maybe what you say is meant to mystify me and everyone
else
Your pain is real but your justifications fail
It's as if they were falsified,
Your life is lovely, love love lovely
I'll do what I want, I 'll do what I want

Strive to survive
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I'll Do What I want
I want to be gracious, I need to be kind
We are not the same kind anymore
Where did all the flowers go?
He brought me violets, I'd rather have what no
flowers guarantee.
I'll never understand, and I don't say that to
whine,
but to clarify.
I will never have lived in your shoes, had your
heart.
But I try, I love you.
My God is not your God, though He could be.  
You speak of hills and souls,
Oh to transcend to your heart,
and understand your ways is my goal
But not everything is possible for me
Though I love, I do not always understand
The rape of thoughts
the burn of razors on my skin
These things have fled me, and I do not particularly
want them back.
Though I keep trying to understand, I am beginning to
realize that you are a maze,
Maybe what you say is meant to mystify me and everyone
else
Your pain is real but your justifications fail
It's as if they were falsified,
Your life is lovely, love love lovely
I'll do what I want, I 'll do what I want
Strive to survive
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Red Tulips
Here I am again, writing you a letter instead of working on my tasks
I want the tulips you have to offer
I don't want to lie to you, don't want to wear so many masks
This is not just about my future coffers
Dearest precious and adored ---
From my power and responsibilities I mustn't shirk
I have a thirst for knowledge and learning
But for you and your soul I have a yearning
You are lazy
And it makes me crazy
Do I choose love or whatever this is,
Or security and success
Do I want to be fulfilled or a law whiz?
There's no guarentee with love,
There's no guarantee with you or me
But I come back to being unequally yoked
Would I really take you home to meet my kinfolk?
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Redundancy
I take off my clothes
I put the same ones back on
I have many thoughts racing, and no one to communicate with
My heart feels jilted
But barely bruised
I questioned before, but there was a correct order then
A judge decided, and I could see their point of view
He ruined it for me
I cannot accept his decision
I want to shank him
Will I ever forget?
Will I see peace with this?
I feel for his mind,
That it is so distorted
How could he afford to lose our dreams?
A man to honor, we did so well
And that judge can be blessed
And know what he made us lose
In good time, justice will prevail
I have faith in the truth
In good time
A man we honored, who died and did not go to hell
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Brice's fotoshoot by andpreposterous Brice's fotoshoot :iconandpreposterous:andpreposterous 1 0
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laundry room soap opera
We say the soap opera of the washing machine
The affair of the socks
The spinning of the briefs
I'd rather live in that world, half there with you
With your merry warmth
Than nine out of many places
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I wash
I wash myself everyday
to get the thoughts of you away.
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No more fighting
No more fighting
It's only a waste of my time
Two years ago,
I found love in lust,
The tenderness of an older touch
He made me happy
And sad to the depths of hell
I made him almost write a song
But we both know it wasn't about me
With him, I learned.
I learned to care,
How not to have a relationship
How to do things and get away with them
How to get what you want, when others don't want to give
I was mostly dead in traditions
'til he splashed color into my life.
And the music, oh the music:
Deep Ellum, Aeolian chords, and a lifetime of hatred and
Fascination with Italians and musicians alike
There is no finality to this day,
This lust
This music
The bars keep coming, and we keep playing the roles
For cryin' out loud, you know I love you
For cryin' out loud, you know I love you
For cryin' out loud, you know I love... you
I was damned and you were saved, and I never knew how enslaved
I was kneelin' in the chai-ains of my master
I could laugh, ah but you could cry, and I never knew just h
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Breathing is pure
Breathing is pure
I know a place called home
In which I recharge my batteries
Laundromats keep me sane
And I know I love you
The heat from this tear falls to my cheek
Down from the heart of my brain
It's a reflex
And to love
Isn't it better to take a risk and end up alone,
Than to not?
And at least then, then only
Will you have something to think about in your
Lonely times
I bury my face in your neck and think of perfection
I still sit in places and think of what was lost
But that don't mean by any way that I'll never know those costs
Bit by bit this world will be changed
If I can keep on being what I want to see
This world is a crazy place and I'm on the way
See my future, it's successful and I'll always play
Run into the garden now and make merry sounds
But breathing is still by far the most pure sound
Let's get together now, so we'll have something to look back upon
Because breathing is the purest sound
And I want to see your face
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